Yup, I said it.
I have been struggling to NOT say that school is hard, I’ve used challenging and a lot of work but I’ve resisted saying that it is hard because I don’t want to be negative.
But you know what?
It is hard and sometimes, its freaking hard. However, I’ve decided that its not a bad thing. Hard makes you try harder, hard makes you more resilient and hard makes you learn a little but more, push yourself a little further along.
I have about 3 weeks left to the end of the semester and boy has it been challenging.
I set out thinking that it was going to be easy, I clearly underestimated the program and clearly forgot that math and psychology was something I never took in my undergraduate days. Why I thought it was going to be easy when I first started, is just unfathomable to me right now.
I chose this program because I was interested in the program, one semester in and I realized that it wasn’t what I thought it originally would be but that’s not necessarily a bad thing.
There is a lot of math involved, but I’m not that bad at math it seems. Its quite therapeutic working at something for a long time and finally getting the correct answer!
My next masters shall be something literary! My wonderful and super capable husband says that I can study for as long as I want, so perhaps I will!