I have been blogging, but lately its a lot of incoherence and a lot of swear words, so its not worth publishing.
Besides everyone is just going to tell me to look at the bright side, it will soon be over, blah blah blah.
And all I want to do it SMACK EVERYONE THAT SAYS THAT!!!!
I WANT TO MOPE, CRY, SCREAM AND HANDLE THIS LIKE A REAL ADULT.
I AM NOT A REAL ROBOT okay. Adults cry, kick and scream. They just do it in private.